well, this is going to be the site where my random thoughts will go. i figure no one is ever going to read my blog anyways. i joined tumblr because i was on xanga. i was on xanga because of David Crowder. i have great respect for this man. i don’t really want to be him, i just want to be as he is. that makes sence to me. i have a great love deep inside of my soul for Jesus Christ. he has helped me through addiction of substances that bad people sell to kids. it was in a christian rehab that i fell in love with music. real music, the music that is in the spheres. God created everything we see and don’t see. i wish i could spew words out of my mind like David does. he is just very intelligent, i wish i knew what hi IQ is. this is exactly what i mean though, he could probably be just about anything he wanted to be (except maybe an power lifter or midget) but he has chosen to be chosen. i know that i am chosen. i know that God has greater things in store for me. i am a giver, a healer. i am a licensed massage therapist by trade. i make people feel better, i “lay my hands on the sick, and the sick become well” this was something that God just made happen. everything fell into place for me to do this, but i can sing and play some guitar. i have been told that when i praise, it is sincere. my eyes are closed most of the time because i am intraverted. i actually almost went into acting right out of highschool, my cousin was living in newyork at the time and was directing some off broadway stuff. she offered me some rolls and said her friend was the director of Cats. could you imagine me, in cats? i love being on stage and getting people involved with what i am doing. that’s why i became a worship leader. i am good at getting people involved. i mean, i now go to a small church of christ in croton ohio, they have modern worship and you can wear jeans, my kids led us there, Noah and Samuel, they loved the wednesday night live youth program there. so I left the church that I was the worship leader at after much pain and sorrow, the kind you get when your girlfriend leaves you for another boy. it was hard to leave my family, but it was what god wanted for this time in my life. the direction of the church that i belonged to was not what i felt god wanted for me and my family, i actually sent David Crowder a letter in the mail, you know the kind that have stamps on them and you have to lick and actually drop in the mailbox. he never responded……….:( I just needed some upliftment (is that a word?) i realize that he probably gets alot of fan mail now but at the time he was opening for 3rd day and stuff. i was able to say hi to him after a free show in Dayton Ohio, we actually spend a good bit of time chatting with Jack, the guitar player. his words were good for me, i never really asked him serious question or anything. the kids liked him because he was the banjo man, thanks Jack,
now i will stare down at a keyboard and wonder what will come out next, just usuless words like help, i have used that word so many times but just doesn’t get the attention that it should. I wish jack parker had a blog. he seems smart but more down to earth. i’m going to finish this blog with a request, if anyone reads this blog talk back to me, insight, prayer is always good (i just don’t let some people lay their hands on me) you may have something that i do not want,
I would love to get a new guitar, Taylor T5, or GS8, also been looking at some anderson Crowdsters. i play acustic and sing with the best back up vocalist in this county, my wife, nicole. we love to love.
